Vigil for Wholeness
1.
nurtured
couplings
whose
gift of blood and flesh
I
am.
2.
Conjurer of souls, quicken this world with
long-lost kin.
Draw from the leather pouch
wampum strip crocodile
tooth peat moss tuft
I am asking to be born
far
cry from fugitive accomplice I hid
when
forbidden entrance, seat, or sip:
leching
master’s blanched remain;
rapture’s
casualty;
little
mule packing dead seed.
3.
Suddenly, whoops ululations yips chants.
Flambeaux sear the welcoming dark.
Ancestors, intent upon their return,
have come down to
let me in.
Natives whose earths I never cleaved
to
bury, sow, mine, or build—
weaver
of sweetgrass and wattle,
usher
me to the serenade.
I clap and stomp among elders
who
in midnight’s notch, encircle me.
Musky chests and fragrant bodices mingle.
Beaded moccasins stutter step heel-to-toe
as a stick thumps
the bodhran.
Tin whistle chirps. Baling wire
straddling weathered
planks
plucks
blue, quavery notes on the wind.